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Spineshank

Self-Destructive Pattern

Release date: 9th September 2003

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"Self-Destructive Pattern" is a track by Spineshank, from the album Self-Destructive Pattern, released 9th September 2003. Full lyrics are available below.

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Spineshank

Spineshank

Lyrics

Self-Destructive Pattern

Feel the tension of rejection

Purge it out with the therapy

The confusion and seclusion

Turned it into my deformity

Never trusted, maladjusted

I've become my own worst enemy

Aggravation— my fixation

Keeps it all controlled inside of me

See it all collapsing

It's all around me

This condition is killing me

The isolation still surrounds me

It's in remission, but it's killing me

(I—) It's what I can't control

(CAN'T) What I can't control

(CON—) What I can't control

(TROL) In me

Born again, I feel so hollow

Torn again, my senses fade (fade)

Mourn again, without the sorrow

Born again, without the blame (blame)

Force a new solution

It's all inside me

This condition is killing me

The evolution is divided

It's remission but it's killing me

(I—) It's what I can't control

(CAN'T) What I can't control

(CON—) What I can't control

(TROL) In me

Born again, I feel so hollow

Torn again, my senses fade (fade)

Mourn again, without the sorrow

Born again, without the blame (blame)

I can increase the treatment

It won't suppress the feelings

Or stop the way I'm getting used to the pain

I can increase the treatment

It won't suppress the feelings

Or stop the way I'm getting used to the pain

Breaking down!

Self-destructive pattern

Breaking down!

Self-destructive pattern

(I—) It's what I can't control

(CAN'T) What I can't control

(CON—) What I can't control

(TROL) In me

Born again, I feel so hollow

Torn again, my senses fade (fade)

Mourn again, without the sorrow

Born again, without the blame (blame)

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From Self-Destructive Pattern

2003
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Self-Destructive Pattern
Spineshank
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2003
  1. —Beginning of the End
  2. —Fallback
  3. —Consumed (Obsessive Compulsive)
  4. —Falls Apart
  5. —Dead To Me
  6. —Self-Destructive Pattern
  7. —Slavery
  8. —Tear Me Down
  9. —Stillborn
  10. —Forgotten
  11. —Smothered
    3:11
  12. —Stillborn
    4:18
  13. —Tear Me Down
    3:43
  14. —Falls Apart
    2:56

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