Another Friday night wasted
Realising that my life is a disgrace
You'll never change even if you wanted
You'll never account for anything
I swear that's all you'd say
I swear that's all you'd say
I try so hard
To pull myself together
And pick the pieces of off the ground
I never thought that a thousand miles away
I could ever feel the same
But I can and I will
I lie awake almost every night
It's like nothing has changed since Milwaukee
I'm so sick of this progression
I'm a walking contradiction
I try so hard
To pull myself together
I never thought that a thousand miles away
I could ever feel the same
But I can and I will
I thought that things would get better
But I shouldn't pran for anything but the worst
Since victory likes to repeat itself
And I always try so hard
But what does that actually mean?
Because everything stays the same
No matter how far away I stray away from my friends and my family
And everything and everyone I love
Cause I'm so alone
Cause I'm so afraid of everything that could possibly go wrong
What the fuck am I doing here?
Am I doing with my life?
I can hardly stand it anymore
I can hardly stand it anymore
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
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