Illinoisy

I've come so far Just to throw this away I swear I'll never change I wish that this feeling would just go away I'll hold my tongue when you tell me I should change I'm sure there's more than that I'll be better today While you hit the town I'll just waste away Behind a clothes store with myself to blame Those sleepless nights Those drunken rhymes Those nights were not a... Oh my God, I'm so lame And it's driving me insane I can't begin to fathom What my life would be like If I could just think straight Those sleepless nights Those drunken rhymes Those nights were not a waste I'll hold my tongue when you tell me I should change I'm sure there's more than that I'll be better today While you hit the town I'll just waste away Behind a clothes store with myself to blame Myself to blame