cycles

Spent years doing shit that I don't even like And now I'm in an apartment, thinking I'll be fine Dropped out, fucked up, it's a horrible cycle Repetitively, it's like they're after me And I don't even wanna be here It's horrible, multiple times that I told you to leave Why the fuck do you not listen to me I'm trying to help you I don't wanna feed off the shit that you're telling me, selling me Shit that I don't want mom to see, go back in time like I'm Celebi Back to the years where my happiness carried me through my depression I'm leaving impressions on people I don't even know, I gotta go Before it gets worse I don't want it to show My insecurities they won't let me go My brain is an awful place I'm always scared, I don't ever wanna get replaced It's on my mind constantly, running in circles The constant anxiety's making me hurtful And I don't even wanna be here It's horrible, multiple times that I told you to leave Why the fuck do you not listen to me I'm trying to help you I don't wanna feed off the shit that you're telling me, selling me Shit that I don't want mom to see, go back in time like I'm Celebi Back to the years where my happiness carried me through my depression So fuck off I don't like the way you talk to me You talk shit all the time so it's constantly Not helping your point and not helping mine either Fight fire with fire and hope that you beat her Spent years doing shit that I don't even like And now I'm in an apartment, thinking I'll be fine Dropped out, fucked up, it's a horrible cycle Repetitively, it's like they're after me