Sidewinder

I'm a wave in the ocean You're a tree in the orchard So I'm out like I'm under Stuck deep in your soil From my chest to my head To the breath on your neck Silhouettes and regrets Now replace you instead Spit me out, spit me out Until you feel like it 'Cause your whispers just soothe me They grow deeper They shake me and they linger I'm relegated to them, you're a bluebird in the winter Disguising the way you hide Like a sidewinder You lack the conviction So suffer in silence With self-medication And it's sour elation I've been muting the colors on my skin I've been matching the distance that you bring Fall asleep to the pressure That I can't make this better 'Cause you won't let me further in Spit me out, spit me out Until you feel like it 'Cause your whispers just soothe me They grow deeper They shake me and they linger I'm relegated to them, you're a bluebird in the winter Disguising the way you hide Like a sidewinder You could have used some respect Instead you play with my head And I will never let you cry alone I'm on the side of the fence You don't call home Sidewinder, wake me in the dark of night So you can take me to the place you hide 'Cause your whispers just soothe me To go deeper They shake me and they linger I'm relegated to them, you're a bluebird in the winter Disguising the way you hide Like a sidewinder