Identity

I remembered again, I remembered again The despair the darkness brings each and every time I blink As we sat wide awake, we all dreamed of a day When we'd rise and finally shine in this story of our lives Watching the minutes that pass by Smiling until I run out of time Every single moment filled with all you've done Though tomorrow may be frozen, I know we can break the ice 'Cause the things that I am living for, I cannot sacrifice I know you were waiting to be found by me somewhere beyond my fate Now I'm left without a meaning for the tears upon my face Stuck in the darkest hidden corner of this crazy, spinning world And every single breath I take is like a scream that can't be heard And in a thousand moments, if we might meet again Then we'll smile through this terror just to make it to the end I remembered again, I remembered again How this land I gaze upon is a place I know I love But the horrors I found in the far lands abound Livable as they may be, still they're suffocating me We'll keep existing and never know the meaning of all of this Repeating these nights, depressed and anxious Still we keep on crawling forward and screaming forth And leave them all astonished that we were here at all When I finally can dream again of what may lie ahead I am pleading for you not to hide your loneliness again I know you were waiting to be found by me somewhere beyond my fate Now I'm left without a meaning for the tears upon my face To live your life with someone else Who may mean more than all the rest Carve your mark into the road where we once smiled in content Because of all my love for you, this is the life I lead It's OK if no one else is in the mirror when I see myself Dead, but still I see you Dead, but still I see you The answer is clear, but the words won't come Though tomorrow may be frozen, I know we can break the ice But I felt a sudden memory inside me spark a light I know you were waiting to be found by me somewhere beyond my fate Now I'm left without a meaning for the tears upon my face And now it's getting hard to breathe, I'm giving everything I've got But I cannot stop the pain, 'cause it's just hurting too much I'll live the way I like, the way I wanna live my life 'Cause the future that I choose is full of happiness and light