Identity

I remembered again, I remembered again
The despair the darkness brings each and every time I blink
As we sat wide awake, we all dreamed of a day
When we'd rise and finally shine in this story of our lives

Watching the minutes that pass by
Smiling until I run out of time
Every single moment filled with all you've done

Though tomorrow may be frozen, I know we can break the ice
'Cause the things that I am living for, I cannot sacrifice
I know you were waiting to be found by me somewhere beyond my fate
Now I'm left without a meaning for the tears upon my face

Stuck in the darkest hidden corner of this crazy, spinning world
And every single breath I take is like a scream that can't be heard
And in a thousand moments, if we might meet again
Then we'll smile through this terror just to make it to the end

I remembered again, I remembered again
How this land I gaze upon is a place I know I love
But the horrors I found in the far lands abound
Livable as they may be, still they're suffocating me

We'll keep existing and never know the meaning of all of this
Repeating these nights, depressed and anxious
Still we keep on crawling forward and screaming forth
And leave them all astonished that we were here at all

When I finally can dream again of what may lie ahead
I am pleading for you not to hide your loneliness again
I know you were waiting to be found by me somewhere beyond my fate
Now I'm left without a meaning for the tears upon my face

To live your life with someone else
Who may mean more than all the rest
Carve your mark into the road where we once smiled in content
Because of all my love for you, this is the life I lead
It's OK if no one else is in the mirror when I see myself

Dead, but still I see you
Dead, but still I see you
The answer is clear, but the words won't come

Though tomorrow may be frozen, I know we can break the ice
But I felt a sudden memory inside me spark a light
I know you were waiting to be found by me somewhere beyond my fate
Now I'm left without a meaning for the tears upon my face

And now it's getting hard to breathe, I'm giving everything I've got
But I cannot stop the pain, 'cause it's just hurting too much
I'll live the way I like, the way I wanna live my life
'Cause the future that I choose is full of happiness and light