Happiest

[Verse 1] Second floor apartment, yeah, that's where it started Found out only fake flowers bloom in the darkness Hole where my heart is, you fell in regardless Went and ate the apple then got thrown out of the garden It happens every time [Pre-Chorus] It's hard to say where it all went wrong Been feeling this way for way too long The pain goes away on the days you're gone Yeah [Chorus] I'm the happiest When you're not herе, so sorry, my dear But I'm the loneliеst When it's just us, I don't know why you trust me When I crush you, it's gon' crush me But it won't hurt that much 'Cause I'm the happiest When you're not here, so sorry, my dear [Verse 2] Starin' blank when you leave me, static on the TV Watchin' when you walk away, the furthest thing from easy If I had a genie, I'd wish you wouldn't need me Wish it was your fault, so I could cut you off completely I wish you wouldn't cry [Pre-Chorus] It's hard to say where it all went wrong Been feeling this way for way too long The pain goes away on the days you're gone Yeah [Chorus] I'm the happiest When you're not here, so sorry, my dear But I'm the loneliest When it's just us, I don't know why you trust me When I crush you, it's gon' crush me But it won't hurt that much 'Cause I'm the happiest When you're not here, so sorry, my dear [Outro] Dancing in the silence (Happiest) All we hear is sirens (Happiest) Never perfect timing (Happiest) There's no silver lining (Happiest)