Happiest

[Verse 1]

Second floor apartment, yeah, that's where it started

Found out only fake flowers bloom in the darkness

Hole where my heart is, you fell in regardless

Went and ate the apple then got thrown out of the garden

It happens every time

[Pre-Chorus]

It's hard to say where it all went wrong

Been feeling this way for way too long

The pain goes away on the days you're gone

Yeah

[Chorus]

I'm the happiest

When you're not herе, so sorry, my dear

But I'm the loneliеst

When it's just us, I don't know why you trust me

When I crush you, it's gon' crush me

But it won't hurt that much

'Cause I'm the happiest

When you're not here, so sorry, my dear

[Verse 2]

Starin' blank when you leave me, static on the TV

Watchin' when you walk away, the furthest thing from easy

If I had a genie, I'd wish you wouldn't need me

Wish it was your fault, so I could cut you off completely

I wish you wouldn't cry

[Pre-Chorus]

It's hard to say where it all went wrong

Been feeling this way for way too long

The pain goes away on the days you're gone

Yeah

[Chorus]

I'm the happiest

When you're not here, so sorry, my dear

But I'm the loneliest

When it's just us, I don't know why you trust me

When I crush you, it's gon' crush me

But it won't hurt that much

'Cause I'm the happiest

When you're not here, so sorry, my dear

[Outro]

Dancing in the silence (Happiest)

All we hear is sirens (Happiest)

Never perfect timing (Happiest)

There's no silver lining (Happiest)