Room

I'm in a place i told myself i wouldn't go. A million miles from a house i can't call home. I wanna leave it behind. Stained carpets and all the things we hide. I'm gone for it all, in my mind. God bless the freak show we call "us". i miss home. An ordinary life seems bland, but ours is chrome. I never wanted anything more than a room. Some place to lay my head. a place where i'd have you. It's as bad as it seems. i'm losing sleep over the screams. I'm away for it all. god help me. I came down. i turned blue and choked. I came down again.