November

One bleak November I remember I stood too numb To feel the chill of winter My heart so dead and broken Its pieces already frozen Slumped against the barriers in my brain Never feeling love But never feeling pain I vowed every day That I wouldn't feel this bad again How I try I try and I try and I try to change Yet the hollow ache remains I grit my teeth to feign my way Head down, barriers up Nothing can pierce through an armour this tough Head down, barriers up Nothing will pierce through an armour this tough Head down, barriers up Nothing will come close to my heart I'm sad that I'm freezing over I'm sad that I'm turning to stone When your eyes they are like embers But your light makes me feel more alone I'm sad that I'm freezing over I'm sad that I'm turning to stone When your eyes they are like embers But your light makes me feel more alone You remind me of a warmth from so very long ago You remind me of a love that I will never know Head down, barriers up Nothing will pierce through an armour this tough Head down, barriers up Nothing will ever come close to my heart Head down, barriers up Nothing will pierce through an armour this tough Head down, barriers up Nothing will ever come close to my heart