The Pattern

[Verse 1: Adam Lazzara, John Nolan, Both] Oh, I finally learned a lesson Every accusation is just a confession Every prophecy's self-fulfilling You can't change if you're not willing All this momentary meaning All these ships so far from shore All these cruel complications All these fists straight to the jaw But you ignore [Chorus: Adam Lazzara, Adam Lazzara & John Nolan] Find a hill to die on Walk away, hey You can keep your mouth shut If you got nothing to say You see the pattern, and then pretend It doesn't matter, let's start again You see the pattern, and then pretend It doesn't matter (It doesn't matter) [Verse 2: Adam Lazzara, Adam Lazzara & John Nolan] I was desperate to connect Something bigger than myself I blacked out halfway through a window Woke up feeling like someone else Now there's powders in the drinks Asbestos burning in the sink And it's too late for fleeting glances Whisper words or second chances [Chorus: Adam Lazzara, Adam Lazzara & John Nolan] You find a hill to die on Walk away, walk away You can keep your mouth shut, hey If you got nothing to say I see the pattern and then pretend It doesn't matter, let's start again You see the pattern and then pretend It doesn't matter [Bridge: Adam Lazzara, John Nolan, Both] Find a hill to die on And walk away You can keep your mouth shut If you got nothing to say I miss the mornings, miss the campaigns I miss the evenings with myself Where's the ocean? Where's my family? Man, I feel like someone else (Feel like someone else) [Outro: Adam Lazzara & John Nolan] It doesn't matter, let's start again See the pattern and then pretend It doesn't matter