The Pattern

[Verse 1: Adam Lazzara, John Nolan, Both]

Oh, I finally learned a lesson

Every accusation is just a confession

Every prophecy's self-fulfilling

You can't change if you're not willing

All this momentary meaning

All these ships so far from shore

All these cruel complications

All these fists straight to the jaw

But you ignore

[Chorus: Adam Lazzara, Adam Lazzara & John Nolan]

Find a hill to die on

Walk away, hey

You can keep your mouth shut

If you got nothing to say

You see the pattern, and then pretend

It doesn't matter, let's start again

You see the pattern, and then pretend

It doesn't matter

(It doesn't matter)

[Verse 2: Adam Lazzara, Adam Lazzara & John Nolan]

I was desperate to connect

Something bigger than myself

I blacked out halfway through a window

Woke up feeling like someone else

Now there's powders in the drinks

Asbestos burning in the sink

And it's too late for fleeting glances

Whisper words or second chances

[Chorus: Adam Lazzara, Adam Lazzara & John Nolan]

You find a hill to die on

Walk away, walk away

You can keep your mouth shut, hey

If you got nothing to say

I see the pattern and then pretend

It doesn't matter, let's start again

You see the pattern and then pretend

It doesn't matter

[Bridge: Adam Lazzara, John Nolan, Both]

Find a hill to die on

And walk away

You can keep your mouth shut

If you got nothing to say

I miss the mornings, miss the campaigns

I miss the evenings with myself

Where's the ocean? Where's my family?

Man, I feel like someone else

(Feel like someone else)

[Outro: Adam Lazzara & John Nolan]

It doesn't matter, let's start again

See the pattern and then pretend

It doesn't matter