Hard to Find

Your words hurt more than you think In your head, these situations end in a blink But the worst is usually these little lies Why can't you see it through my eyes? I understand you're trying to be cool Your so-called friends are slowly transforming you Into a person I never thought existed And at the moment, really wish didn't Who are you? You're not the girl I used to know You had my back when I would go Be there through high and low Who are you? It's like you wanna start a fight But when I'm the spotlight, suddenly it's alright You're plastic or perfect You're scared to fall Try to knock me down When you find a flaw These games you play Are messing with my mind Making you and I so hard to find Never thought you'd treat me like a fool But once again, you've lost the old you One day, you'll have me laughing till I can't breathe And the next time, can you even see me? When you look at me with guilt and insecurities You'll have to know You've chosen who you want to be You don't even think from time to time That's why you're losin' someone close And so am I Who are you? You're not the girl I used to know You had my back when I would go Be there through high and low Who are you? It's like you wanna start a fight But when I'm the spotlight, suddenly it's alright You're plastic or perfect You're scared to fall Try to knock me down When you find a flaw These games you play Are messing with my mind Making you and I so hard to find We made so many promises You never really made them You'd always go and break them What if it were like when we were kids? When I told you all my secrets Back then you would keep them We both wanted to be on top We were getting there together Taking your own measure So please, don't try to knock me down No matter what you try, I'll come back around You're plastic or perfect You're scared to fall Try to knock me down When you find a flaw These games you play Are messing with my mind Making you and I so hard to find