Had To

[Verse] They just know I ran it up, they don't know what I been through Night time, bro speedin', I was out the window That's a scary sight You gon' get buried probably Demons talking to me while I'm shooting, like, "Hit everybody" Ain't shit to hide but I want the car tinted I want the crib behind tall trees and fences Have you ever had to kill one of your friends 'Cause the shit that he was on was coming between your plans? Can't just cut him off 'cause he know too much about you Sent a prayer up, don't worry about your kids and your momma, I got 'em Then you gotta walk past the casket Remembering how hard he hit the wall when you blast To remembering how sad he sounded knowing he through Seeing shock and just disbelief in his eyes 'cause it was you I had to My nigga, I had to, ayy Have you ever played roles with a bitch? And that shit went too far You done met this bitch kids and you know that she in love You tell her, she like "She stuck" But you know that everything gon' change after you fuck? But you couldn't reveal your true intentions She ain't the typa bitch that just let a nigga hit her But fuck that, I got to Baby girl, I got you Let me be the one you smile with and who you cry to Anything you need, let me know, and I'll spot you Hoping she don't really ask you though, 'cause it's not true You fell victim to my lust, my bad, boo But you so cold and so thick, bitch, I had too Only had like 250 in the bank but that ice and them jewelers steady callin' my name They want 90 for the charm, 80 for the Cuban I'm just knowin' it gon' kill me but I gotta do it Tryna make myself feel better like maybe it's gon' motivate me Maybe when they see me with it, they gon' know I made it I went and got it, that shit ain't no nothing for me, jack And it's a custom piece, so I can't get no money back [Outro] I just thought I had to Fuck that shit I thought I had to do I just thought I had to Fuck that shit I thought I had to do