Had To

[Verse]

They just know I ran it up, they don't know what I been through

Night time, bro speedin', I was out the window

That's a scary sight

You gon' get buried probably

Demons talking to me while I'm shooting, like, "Hit everybody"

Ain't shit to hide but I want the car tinted

I want the crib behind tall trees and fences

Have you ever had to kill one of your friends

'Cause the shit that he was on was coming between your plans?

Can't just cut him off 'cause he know too much about you

Sent a prayer up, don't worry about your kids and your momma, I got 'em

Then you gotta walk past the casket

Remembering how hard he hit the wall when you blast

To remembering how sad he sounded knowing he through

Seeing shock and just disbelief in his eyes 'cause it was you

I had to

My nigga, I had to, ayy

Have you ever played roles with a bitch?

And that shit went too far

You done met this bitch kids and you know that she in love

You tell her, she like "She stuck"

But you know that everything gon' change after you fuck?

But you couldn't reveal your true intentions

She ain't the typa bitch that just let a nigga hit her

But fuck that, I got to

Baby girl, I got you

Let me be the one you smile with and who you cry to

Anything you need, let me know, and I'll spot you

Hoping she don't really ask you though, 'cause it's not true

You fell victim to my lust, my bad, boo

But you so cold and so thick, bitch, I had too

Only had like 250 in the bank but that ice and them jewelers steady callin' my name

They want 90 for the charm, 80 for the Cuban

I'm just knowin' it gon' kill me but I gotta do it

Tryna make myself feel better like maybe it's gon' motivate me

Maybe when they see me with it, they gon' know I made it

I went and got it, that shit ain't no nothing for me, jack

And it's a custom piece, so I can't get no money back

[Outro]

I just thought I had to

Fuck that shit I thought I had to do

I just thought I had to

Fuck that shit I thought I had to do