Bored

it's 4am again you think that could I sense a trend I'm staying up too late just so I can stay awake wish I weren't so self obsessed wish that I could be the best excited with my words but nervous and I'm BORED I'm so bored of waking up, I'm so BORED bored of what's inside my cup, I'm so BORED I'm exhausted by my heart I'd feel good if only I could finish what I start I'm so BORED I'm never tired in my bed, I'm so BORED of these thoughts inside my head, I'm so BORED bored of being all alone, just hoping I find purpose in these pictures on my phone my new habit of the week is saying sorry when I speak I know that it's no good, there's no reason why I should but it's stuck inside my head, and I can't get out of bed I don't wanna be ignored, but I'm nervous and I'm BORED easier to throw up the flag, well I don't know beat me up for being a drag, well I been dining on crazy I'm filling up on these lies well I just wish you would love me but I keep it all inside I'm never tired in my bed, I'm so BORED of these thoughts inside my head, I'm so BORED bored of being all alone, just hoping I find purpose in these pictures on my phone, I'm so BORED I'm never tired in my bed, I'm so BORED of these thoughts inside my head, I'm so BORED bored of being all alone, just hoping I find purpose in these pictures on my phone you look too hard then you see it's a joke and yeah you think you're trapped but it's nothing but smoke you want it better but you, you only choke: is this all there is Is this all there is