New Self

I was hanging at a party in the desert one night When I looked across the room, I saw Shaun White I'm like "Oh my God, he is hot as fuck And he just won the gold, baby, what is my luck?" This was way back when I was losing my shit But our stars were aligned playing mystery tricks I keep thinking 'bout you, it's making me sick And that night in your car when we played 'just the tip' I'm older now, I've gotten help I wish you could meet My New Self I'm older now, I've gotten help I wish you could meet My New Self My New Self He asked where I lived and I said "I don't know" I had already lost my mind, wallet and my phone And the last time we spoke you asked how I was I said I was at a show for Courtney Love And that I'd been thinking 'bout killing myself Then deleted your number, embarrassed I felt I'm sorry for that, maybe I was possessed By Jim Morrison, Kurt Cobain and the rest I'm older now, I've gotten help I wish you could meet My New Self I'm older now, I've gotten help I wish you could meet My New Self My New Self Come on My New Self You have the biggest energy that I have ever, ever seen Nothing compares to when our stars aligned and I was in your beam Of light of that one night, our bodies started taking flight A galaxy far away, today I'd be Mrs.White I'm older now, I've gotten help I wish you could meet My New Self I'm older now, I've gotten help I wish you could meet My New Self My New Self Hey