New Self

I was hanging at a party in the desert one night
When I looked across the room, I saw Shaun White
I'm like "Oh my God, he is hot as fuck
And he just won the gold, baby, what is my luck?"
This was way back when I was losing my shit
But our stars were aligned playing mystery tricks
I keep thinking 'bout you, it's making me sick
And that night in your car when we played 'just the tip'

I'm older now, I've gotten help
I wish you could meet My New Self
I'm older now, I've gotten help
I wish you could meet My New Self
My New Self

He asked where I lived and I said "I don't know"
I had already lost my mind, wallet and my phone
And the last time we spoke you asked how I was
I said I was at a show for Courtney Love
And that I'd been thinking 'bout killing myself
Then deleted your number, embarrassed I felt
I'm sorry for that, maybe I was possessed
By Jim Morrison, Kurt Cobain and the rest

I'm older now, I've gotten help
I wish you could meet My New Self
I'm older now, I've gotten help
I wish you could meet My New Self
My New Self
Come on
My New Self

You have the biggest energy that I have ever, ever seen
Nothing compares to when our stars aligned and I was in your beam
Of light of that one night, our bodies started taking flight
A galaxy far away, today I'd be Mrs.White

I'm older now, I've gotten help
I wish you could meet My New Self
I'm older now, I've gotten help
I wish you could meet My New Self
My New Self

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