Apartment 5F

Jackhammers outside my window Woke me up again today And all the voices in my head But it's so hard to make them go away Staying out all night Looking for something I'll never find I'm fighting with myself And I'm losing control of my mind I reached out in anger I reached out in love I lived a life of self-abuse I prayed to the heavens above Jackhammers outside my window Woke me up again today And all the voices in my head Well, it's so hard to make them go away Looking for some new stimulation But all of these things just never last I know I have to move forward But I keep holding onto the past I just want to be happy With the way things are I just want to look up at the sky at night And appreciate the stars Destruction leaves an empty space In emptiness again I begin to create Feeling good again now, in some new kind of way Feeling good again now