Apartment 5F

Jackhammers outside my window

Woke me up again today

And all the voices in my head

But it's so hard to make them go away

Staying out all night

Looking for something I'll never find

I'm fighting with myself

And I'm losing control of my mind

I reached out in anger

I reached out in love

I lived a life of self-abuse

I prayed to the heavens above

Jackhammers outside my window

Woke me up again today

And all the voices in my head

Well, it's so hard to make them go away

Looking for some new stimulation

But all of these things just never last

I know I have to move forward

But I keep holding onto the past

I just want to be happy

With the way things are

I just want to look up at the sky at night

And appreciate the stars

Destruction leaves an empty space

In emptiness again I begin to create

Feeling good again now, in some new kind of way

Feeling good again now