Cabin Fever

I wonder why I bother getting out of bed I've got this point of view I borrowed from a friend He knows how hard it is to make up your own mind So if he wants to do it for me that's just fine It's easy when you realize you're nothing, you're nothing It's easy when you realize I wonder why I bother going out at all I have this room that's got no windows only walls It gets so dark inside I lose track of the time So if I sleep and die don't wake me I don't mind It's easy when you realize you're nothing, you're nothing It's easy when you realize Trying to sleep but I always wake up Haven't seen you for weeks maybe we should break up Please don't ask why, baby don't ask why Please don't ask why, I think it's time we say goodbye, oh... Lying here on the floor I can't stand I'm too weak I don't dream anymore these monsters haunting my sleep Put a lock on the door to try and keep them outside But they're in my head I don't know where I can hide So I'm talking to them 'cause I lost all my friends I never get what I want so I'll get drunk again I don't wanna feel anymore 'cause I only feel pain Put my thoughts in the sink and watch them go down the drain Lie down to sleep but I might stop breathing My heart beats so weak I'm so scared of leaving I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die I don't wanna die, I'm too fucking young to say goodbye