Cabin Fever

I wonder why I bother getting out of bed

I've got this point of view I borrowed from a friend

He knows how hard it is to make up your own mind

So if he wants to do it for me that's just fine

It's easy when you realize you're nothing, you're nothing

It's easy when you realize

I wonder why I bother going out at all

I have this room that's got no windows only walls

It gets so dark inside I lose track of the time

So if I sleep and die don't wake me I don't mind

It's easy when you realize you're nothing, you're nothing

It's easy when you realize

Trying to sleep but I always wake up

Haven't seen you for weeks maybe we should break up

Please don't ask why, baby don't ask why

Please don't ask why, I think it's time we say goodbye, oh...

Lying here on the floor I can't stand I'm too weak

I don't dream anymore these monsters haunting my sleep

Put a lock on the door to try and keep them outside

But they're in my head I don't know where I can hide

So I'm talking to them 'cause I lost all my friends

I never get what I want so I'll get drunk again

I don't wanna feel anymore 'cause I only feel pain

Put my thoughts in the sink and watch them go down the drain

Lie down to sleep but I might stop breathing

My heart beats so weak I'm so scared of leaving

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die

I don't wanna die, I'm  too fucking young to say goodbye