Odd Dates

Like a North Adak patch on a backpack while I'm following the path And you smoked a pack to your apartment Through dark and through sap On the snowy swings, we laughed at a million things Where I'm at, I'm still not sure but I know one thing If we miss what we had Then grab my hand and let's get it back 'Cause life's too short and that's a fact And it's too fast but you already know that I don't want you to force it, just one try And if it takes time, that's fine You take yours, I'll take mine And if you change your mind You have my apartment key Meanwhile, I'll be here hooked up To this record player needle like an IV Pumping the same songs in my veins And these will get me through the bad days And the headaches and not having 20 dollars Am I parked on the wrong side of an odd date? The same songs that you used to play Before you were on repeat in my head Before you were the swing in my step Before you came Before you left Before all the texts And before I fucked this up When I was just trying my best So, for now, grand rapids will symbolize Your destructive cyclical bad habits And being so close that I could grab it And the fact that no matter how hard You believe something should be yours Sometimes you just can't have it I have tried I have failed I have tried I failed I tried How could I How could I love you anymore How could I How could I love you anymore