Euphoria

IS tHIS eUPHORIA cause i cAN'T fEEL a tHING AM i cAUGHT iN a mOMENT, aM i sTUCK iN rEPEAT IS tHIS mY sO cALLED fUTURE TRAPPED iN tHE sAME rOUTINE THAT sEEMS tO nEVER eND ON a dRIP fEED GETTING uSED tO iT AND tHEY sAID iT wOULDN'T hURT a bIT SO IS tHIS eUPHORIA cOS i cAN'T fEEL a tHING IT's lIKE i'M sLEEP wALKING aND oVER eVERYTHING PRETENDING i'M jUST fINE, wHERE iS mY pEACE oF mIND IS tHIS eUPHORIA cOS i cAN'T fEEL a tHING WAS i dUMB, wAS i sTUPID tO tHINK i'D bE oK PRAYING i gET aMNESIA tO mAKE iT aLL jUST gO aWAY TO gET aWAY cOS nOTHING hERE cAN eASE tHE pAIN THEY sAID iT wOULDN'T hURT a bIT SO IS tHIS eUPHORIA cOS i cAN'T fEEL a tHING IT's lIKE i'M sLEEP wALKING aND oVER eVERYTHING PRETENDING i'M jUST fINE, wHERE iS mY pEACE oF mIND IS tHIS eUPHORIA cOS i cAN'T fEEL a tHING I cAN'T fEEL a tHING I cAN'T fEEL a tHING NO Cause sOME dAYS i bLEED aND dO wHAT i'M tOLD SOME dAYS i jUST dREAM aND rUN aWAY jUST tO cOPE SOME dAYS i JUST scREAM, sOME dAYS i jUST cHOKE SOME dAYS i bELIEVE tHERE's nO tOMORROW BUT nOW i kNOW THIS iS eUPHORIA bUT i dON'T fEEL a tHING IT's lIKE i'M sLEEP wALKING aND oVER eVERYTHING PRETENDING i'M jUST fINE, wHERE iS mY pEACE oF mIND IS tHIS eUPHORIA cOS i cAN'T fEEL a tHING ALL i eVER wANTED wAS tO fEEL aLIVE (i cAN'T fEEL a tHING) ALL i eVER wANTED wAS tO fEEL tHIS lIFE PRETENDING i'M jUST fINE, wHERE iS mY pEACE oF mIND IS tHIS eUPHORIA cOS i cAN'T fEEL a tHING