The Hill

THOUGHT I'd had my fill BUT IT'S nOT eNOUGH WAS IT SOMETHING i sAID? DID i fEEL tOO mUCH? It's getting harder to fake LOSING ALL tHAT i aM IS iT aLL jUST a dREAM? OR iS iT aLL iN mY hEAD? YEAH ALL tHIS tIME i sTILL dON'T kNOW mYSELF aT aLL NOW i know i nEVER wILL HANGING bY a tHREAD tO fLY BEFORE i fALL TRYING tO gET oVER tHAT hILL TRYING tO gET oVER tHAT hILL STILL dON'T know what it means BUT i know iT tOO wELL WAS IT SOMETHING I MISSED? COS I cAN'T eVEN tELL WAS I aLWAYS tHIS wAY? WAS I aLWAYS uNWELL? AS I'M sLIPPING aWAY JUST LIKE eVERYTHING eLSE YEAH ALL tHIS tIME i sTILL dON'T kNOW mYSELF aT aLL NOW i know i nEVER wILL HANGING bY a tHREAD tO fLY BEFORE i fALL TRYING tO gET oVER tHAT hILL TRYING tO gET oVER tHAT hILL THOUGHT i had my fill BUT IT'S nOT eNOUGH DID i lie to myself? DID i fEEL tOO mUCH? ALL tHIS tIME i sTILL dON'T kNOW mYSELF aT aLL NOW i kNOW I nEVER wILL HANGING bY a tHREAD tO fLY BEFORE i fALL TRYING tO gET oVER tHAT hILL TRYING tO gET oVER tHAT hILL TRYING tO gET oVER tHAT hILL