Not Yet

I know, I know, I know That I am not the only one confused About how I felt, I felt, I felt How this might work out if maybe you were someone else I’ve tried, I tried, I tried And I gave everything I had And I just gave up, gave up Gave up, gave up Believe me, I tried And what I found Is what we have is nowhere near as good As what we should have by now God damn these girls And god damn their boyfriends And god damn the love That they share between them Follow the sound as it moves through the air It’ll help you sleep To play a part against the secrets I pretend to keep I tell a joke; you’ll laugh It all seems fake But every smile in my mouth will cooperate And the only thing keeping me from walking away Is every muscle in each one of our god damn legs So hands and knees, I will crawl to where you’re not Believe me, I tried And what I found Is what we have is nowhere near as good As what we should have by now God damn these girls God damn their boyfriends And god damn the love That they share between them It’s okay, kind of pointless You shake your hands and can’t believe I don’t forget it You were right, I still regret it I close my eyes and just pretend you never said it I never felt whole The timing was perfect You were just the thing I need to wash my hands with It’s okay, kind of pointless You shake your hands and can’t believe I don’t forget it You were right, you were right Believe me, I tried And what I found Is what we have is nowhere near as good As what we should have by now God damn these girls God damn their boyfriends And god damn the love That they share between them God damn these girls And god damn their boyfriends And god damn the love That they share between them God damn, I tried