Not Yet

I know, I know, I know

That I am not the only one confused

About how I felt, I felt, I felt

How this might work out if maybe you were someone else

I’ve tried, I tried, I tried

And I gave everything I had

And I just gave up, gave up

Gave up, gave up

Believe me, I tried

And what I found

Is what we have is nowhere near as good

As what we should have by now

God damn these girls

And god damn their boyfriends

And god damn the love

That they share between them

Follow the sound as it moves through the air

It’ll help you sleep

To play a part against the secrets I pretend to keep

I tell a joke; you’ll laugh

It all seems fake

But every smile in my mouth will cooperate

And the only thing keeping me from walking away

Is every muscle in each one of our god damn legs

So hands and knees, I will crawl to where you’re not

Believe me, I tried

And what I found

Is what we have is nowhere near as good

As what we should have by now

God damn these girls

God damn their boyfriends

And god damn the love

That they share between them

It’s okay, kind of pointless

You shake your hands and can’t believe I don’t forget it

You were right, I still regret it

I close my eyes and just pretend you never said it

I never felt whole

The timing was perfect

You were just the thing I need to wash my hands with

It’s okay, kind of pointless

You shake your hands and can’t believe I don’t forget it

You were right, you were right

Believe me, I tried

And what I found

Is what we have is nowhere near as good

As what we should have by now

God damn these girls

God damn their boyfriends

And god damn the love

That they share between them

God damn these girls

And god damn their boyfriends

And god damn the love

That they share between them

God damn, I tried