The Bends (Here We Go Again)

When I was 16, 16 They pumped me up with morphine, morphine Just hoping I'd go home My mind was bending, bending Each time I was ascending, -scending And now the same thing goes When I see you in my clothes In the mornings And then it comes without a warning Gotta get myself up for some air Can't see the surface Oh, is it worth it? And I think I'm better off down there Here we go again You're back to giving me the bends I guess that we'll pretend That we'll be better off as friends because it's like We talk, then don't talk, then you call, you call 'Cause I'm bumping out your radio again You're back to giving me the bends And I still get that feeling, feeling Staring at the ceiling, ceiling When I'm away from home Inside I'm bleeding, bleeding It loves to stop me sleeping, sleeping And now the same thing goes When I see you in my clothes In the evenings And then I struggle breathing Gotta get myself up for some air Can't see the surface Oh, is it worth it? And I think I'm better off down there Here we go again You're back to giving me the bends I guess that we'll pretend That we'll be better off as friends, because it's like We talk, then don't talk, then you call, you call 'Cause I'm bumping out your radio again You're back to giving me the bends Hello, sorry I missed ya I didn't hear it ring, but I was meant to call ya anyway So, what was up? How've you been? Did you see it was warm here for the first time in months today? I felt that weight there leave my shoulders when it turns blue from grey 'Cause you know I get so restless when it's grim But understandably When it's blue, I can't wait to find out what the universe has planned for me When it turns everything in my world, everything I see from being bleak To my hometown streets into a masterpiece Glowing off the canvas, framed in gold, waiting to be sold And if I'm being honest, if the truth be told I don't know why my mood changes so much with the sky I'm not sure I'll ever understand it But I'm glad that I'm alive Here we go again You're back to giving me the bends I guess that we'll pretend That we'll be better off as friends Because it's like We talk, then don't talk, then you call, you call 'Cause I'm bumping out your radio again You're back to giving me the bends Here we go again You're back to giving me the bends