Breakdown In My Bedroom

Breakdown communication 'Cos I get anxious when I'm out In certain situatuions, oh But how can I explain it? I've put my face out there And it's a constant grind to save it But every time I'm out Everything inside me's shouting Screaming and overloading I swear it's not just been this way And I've not always been the same I think and then implode It's like I think the drinks corroded My brain A few times a week I go insane I know I should leave but I'll stay Where I'm alone to Breakdown in my bedroom Breakdown in my bedroom Again A few times a week I go insane I know I should but I'll stay Where I'm alone to Breakdown in my bedroom Breakdown in my bedroom a- "You chose a strange job for a person Who can't be out in public Or the self-destruction worsens", oh But it's easier around strangers With the help of rolled up paper It keeps me afloat Until I get home But every time I'm out Everything inside me's shouting Screaming and overloading I swear it's not just been this way And I've not always been the same I think and then implode It's like I think the drinks corroded My brain A few times a week I go insane I know I should leave but I'll stay Where I'm alone to Breakdown in my bedroom Breakdown in my bedroom Again A few times a week I go insane I know I should leave but I'll stay Where I'm alone to Breakdown in my bedroom She told me, "Be gentle with yourself As you walk through life, dear You've made some mistakes It's your first ever time here And there's time to learn Time to learn So don't get too hung on the things That you're missing You've made some mistakes It's your first time existing And there's time to learn Time to learn" But I think But I think But I think the drinks corroded My brain A few times a week I go insane I know I should leave but I'll stay Where I'm alone to Breakdown in my bedroom Breakdown in my bedroom Again A few times a week I go insane I know I should leave but I'll stay Where I'm alone to Breakdown in my bedroom Breakdown in my bedroom again And I get so hung up on the things That I'm missing I've made some mistakes It's my first time existing And there's time to learn Time to learn