Struggle

I sometimes think to when I was young To happier times, now they have gone I'll try to remember the things that made me smile So here is a story of how it began How it has gone and what is the plan I'll try to remember the things that made me smile Oh, I struggle remembering your face I wake up without a smile on my face I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still And the voices inside of my head Oh, they tell me that I will wind up dead If I continue the path that I'm on Oh, I loved you, but you didn't care I needed you, but you was not there And the world kicked back it forced me to my knees Do you even care? What's going on inside my mind I feel I can't escape her now Oh, I struggle remembering your face I wake up without a smile on my face I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still And the voices inside of my head Oh, they tell me, that I will wind up dead If I continue the path that I'm on Oh, I loved you, but you didn't care I needed you and you was not there And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees Oh-ohh-ohh Oh-ohh-ohh Oh-ohh-ohh Oh-ohh-ohh Now I'm older and the years have been kind I understand but I'm far from wise I was just a boy but I just could not cry But because I, I didn't care I understand that life's not fair It's not your fault I will carry on But I struggle, remembering your face I look back on what we have made I still remember the things that made me smile You made me smile