Struggle

I sometimes think to when I was young
To happier times, now they have gone
I'll try to remember the things that made me smile
So here is a story of how it began
How it has gone and what is the plan
I'll try to remember the things that made me smile
Oh, I struggle remembering your face
I wake up without a smile on my face
I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still
And the voices inside of my head
Oh, they tell me that I will wind up dead
If I continue the path that I'm on
Oh, I loved you, but you didn't care
I needed you, but you was not there
And the world kicked back it forced me to my knees
Do you even care?
What's going on inside my mind
I feel I can't escape her now
Oh, I struggle remembering your face
I wake up without a smile on my face
I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still
And the voices inside of my head
Oh, they tell me, that I will wind up dead
If I continue the path that I'm on
Oh, I loved you, but you didn't care
I needed you and you was not there
And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees
Oh-ohh-ohh
Oh-ohh-ohh
Oh-ohh-ohh
Oh-ohh-ohh
Now I'm older and the years have been kind
I understand but I'm far from wise
I was just a boy but I just could not cry
But because I, I didn't care
I understand that life's not fair
It's not your fault I will carry on
But I struggle, remembering your face
I look back on what we have made
I still remember the things that made me smile
You made me smile