All in My Head

Falling down is fun, now I can't stop "Wait it out," I tell myself, "Soon everyone will be gone" It's the loneliness that makes me think this way It's the loneliness that I could never blame I like it better when it's all in my head The doctors know that I have money to spend And no, it's not you, it's me I've been talking to I like it better when it's all in my head I like to spend all day dreaming in bed And nobody knows the pain I'm going through Making plans sounds likes a living hell One more day, then another, all by myself It's the loneliness that I hold so dear It's the loneliness that I could never fear I like it better when it's all in my head The doctors know that I have money to spend And no, it's not you, it's me I've been talking to I like it better when it's all in my head I like to spend all day dreaming in bed And nobody knows the pain I'm going through I'm in no state of grace It's my privilege to say I'm in no place to lose I'm a casualty of Years spent waiting, for some kind of sign to Tell me what to do with my time so I like it better when it's all in my head The doctors know that I have money to spend And no, it's not you, it's me I've been talking to I like it better when it's all in my head I like to spend all day dreaming in bed And nobody knows the pain I'm going through I like it better when it's all in my head I like it better 'cause at least I'm not dead I'm getting better, 'cause that's what I'm supposed to do And nobody knows the pain I'm going through I'm getting better 'Cause that's what I'm supposed to do