All in My Head

Falling down is fun, now I can't stop
"Wait it out," I tell myself, "Soon everyone will be gone"
It's the loneliness that makes me think this way
It's the loneliness that I could never blame
I like it better when it's all in my head
The doctors know that I have money to spend
And no, it's not you, it's me I've been talking to
I like it better when it's all in my head
I like to spend all day dreaming in bed
And nobody knows the pain I'm going through
Making plans sounds likes a living hell
One more day, then another, all by myself
It's the loneliness that I hold so dear
It's the loneliness that I could never fear
I like it better when it's all in my head
The doctors know that I have money to spend
And no, it's not you, it's me I've been talking to
I like it better when it's all in my head
I like to spend all day dreaming in bed
And nobody knows the pain I'm going through
I'm in no state of grace
It's my privilege to say
I'm in no place to lose
I'm a casualty of
Years spent waiting, for some kind of sign to
Tell me what to do with my time so
I like it better when it's all in my head
The doctors know that I have money to spend
And no, it's not you, it's me I've been talking to
I like it better when it's all in my head
I like to spend all day dreaming in bed
And nobody knows the pain I'm going through
I like it better when it's all in my head
I like it better 'cause at least I'm not dead
I'm getting better, 'cause that's what I'm supposed to do
And nobody knows the pain I'm going through
I'm getting better
'Cause that's what I'm supposed to do