[Verse 1]
Diagnose me all the same
I don't have weights in my pockets, it's just my legs
And some days I think I've lost it
And other days I feel just okay
I do it under the guise of self-improvement
Like I'm movin' in a better direction than I was before
'Cause these days, goin' backwards
Feels better than not movin' at all
[Pre-Chorus]
I'll tell you that I'm tired of myself
I'm tired of this feeling
[Chorus]
That I'm always fucking feeling
'Cause I just can't let it go
Every time I'm in the deep end
I let the water in my lungs
Drown me from the inside out
'Cause I won't let it leave me
Till I'm fucked up in the head
I'll wake up somewhere else instead
Of being in your way
Book a hotel, stay for a week
Before they'd find the body
I hope you all forget about me
[Verse 2]
And they'll say, "She
Was such a lovely girl
I never would've guessed that she was hurting
Throwing up and cursing the world"
And they'll say, "She
Was such a pretty girl (Mm)
I never would've guessed she wanted surgery
On her face and on her body as well"
[Bridge]
But I told you I was tired of myself
Tired of the feeling
[Chorus]
That I was always fucking feeling
'Cause I just wouldn't let it go
And when I was in the deep end
I let the water in my lungs
Drown me from the inside out
'Cause I wouldn't let it leave me
Till I was fucked up in the head
I woke up somewhere else instead
Of being in your way
Booked a hotel, stayed for a week
Before they'd found my body
I guess you all forgot about me
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