find the body

[Verse 1]

Diagnose me all the same

I don't have weights in my pockets, it's just my legs

And some days I think I've lost it

And other days I feel just okay

I do it under the guise of self-improvement

Like I'm movin' in a better direction than I was before

'Cause these days, goin' backwards

Feels better than not movin' at all

[Pre-Chorus]

I'll tell you that I'm tired of myself

I'm tired of this feeling

[Chorus]

That I'm always fucking feeling

'Cause I just can't let it go

Every time I'm in the deep end

I let the water in my lungs

Drown me from the inside out

'Cause I won't let it leave me

Till I'm fucked up in the head

I'll wake up somewhere else instead

Of being in your way

Book a hotel, stay for a week

Before they'd find the body

I hope you all forget about me

[Verse 2]

And they'll say, "She

Was such a lovely girl

I never would've guessed that she was hurting

Throwing up and cursing the world"

And they'll say, "She

Was such a pretty girl (Mm)

I never would've guessed she wanted surgery

On her face and on her body as well"

[Bridge]

But I told you I was tired of myself

Tired of the feeling

[Chorus]

That I was always fucking feeling

'Cause I just wouldn't let it go

And when I was in the deep end

I let the water in my lungs

Drown me from the inside out

'Cause I wouldn't let it leave me

Till I was fucked up in the head

I woke up somewhere else instead

Of being in your way

Booked a hotel, stayed for a week

Before they'd found my body

I guess you all forgot about me