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[Verse 1] Think I'm doing better cause I'm missing it less Stop feeling so attached to whatever I lost I'm sinking in the sofa, getting out of my head And I called you in the morning cause I wanted to say I think I'm doing better I've been drinking it less Stopped thinking about always stepping off of the edge I take myself the places that I wanted them to And when it's finally over won't be missing you [Chorus] Maybe I'll make a difference when I grow a little older Maybe it's all just nothing at the end and then I show up Think it's suspicious that the weather's getting colder Think that I might end up in hell or somewhere lower Maybe I'll search for something that I'll never end up finding Maybe it's all just nothing and it's not even worth crying Think it's suspicious that the weather's getting colder Think that I might end up in hell or somewhere lower [Verse 2] Take me as I give it or don't take me at all Tell me about your girlfriend but I don't care at all I think it's something in the water, I was turning 19 Sunken at the bottom, it was endless to me Work a little harder than I'd ever before Wanna be your girlfriend if it means you won't call I think I'm starting to get over all the shit that I had Or maybe I'm just in denial and convincing myself [Bridge] I've been so aligned Say it like I might Make it all come true I won't feel so blue [Chorus] Maybe I'll make a difference when I grow a little older Maybe it's all just nothing at the end and then I show up Think it's suspicious that the weather's getting colder Think that I might end up in hell or somewhere lower Maybe I'll search for something that I'll never end up finding Maybe it's all just nothing and it's not even worth crying Think it's suspicious that the weather's getting colder Think that I might end up in hell or somewhere lower