‌beach house

[Verse 1] Rotting in my bedroom think I Need a different outlook cause I’m Hiding alcohol in floorboards Never hanging out with so-called Friends that I made on the weekend Don’t recall any of their names Think it ended in a vowel One of them might have a beach house [Chorus] Do you see me now? Made a bad decision when I knew I should run Wanted you to stay but now I'm letting you down Do you see me now? Made a bad decision for the hell of the fun Wanted just to argue, I’m in love with the sound [Verse 2] Told me I looked really diffеrent Missing all my baby teeth and Lost some weight ovеr the winter Playing with my food at dinner Graduated high school sober Never touched the drugs or liquor Guess I was a different person When did I become a sinner? [Bridge] And I’ve been looking away from the sun in the sky Cause I don’t wanna burn up I could’ve escaped But I’m always running late Better than not showing up Takes one to know one And you know I’m easy Every conversation I don't remember Eats me [Chorus] Do you see me now? Made a bad decision when I knew I should run Wanted you to stay but now I'm letting you down Do you see me now? Made a bad decision for the hell of the fun Wanted just to argue, I’m in love with the sound [Outro] Oh mom and dad don’t cry anymore cause I’m different Only tell you the truth when I’m drunk or belligerent You know I wake up in the morning And I wish you had listened And when I’m older I’ll be so fucking angry that I miss it Oh mum and dad don’t cry anymore cause I’m different Only tell you the truth when I’m drunk or belligerent You know I wake up in the morning And I wish you had listened And when I’m older I’ll be so fucking angry that I miss it