The Process

Been glued to the computer for three years Get everything delivered to the front door I'm too scared to go outside My friends don’t come around anymore Am I ever gonna feel good? Am I ever gonna love the process? It's taking longer than it should I am carrying the water I am chopping the wood Drive home from IKEA, and I melt down Over things that I can't control Everything is too heavy Directions say I shouldn’t build this alone Am I ever gonna feel good? Am I ever gonna love the process? It's taking longer than it should I am carrying the water I am chopping the wood But nothing feels like I thought it would I am carrying the water and still chopping the wood And nothing feels like I thought it would I am carrying the water Am I ever gonna feel good? Am I ever gonna love the process? It's taking longer than it should I am carrying the water I'm not ever gonna feel good I don't really wanna trust the process It's taking longer than it should I am carrying the water I am chopping the wood But nothing feels like I thought it would