Tried to Quit Smoking

It's not that I wanted to hurt you I just didn't care if I did It is not that I just forgot you Also, I forgot everything else It is not that I do not love you It's just that I hate everyone It's not that I wanted to hurt you I just didn't care if I did What I did, I did Who I am, I am Then a stupid kid, now a stupid man And if I never got my chance to be young Then what stood between me and making myself one What alien at my back and with what ray gun When I picked up this pen, it was twenty one one Why was I screaming Kill kill kill Ronald Reagan Again and again Kill kill Ronald Reagan But I made my bed, now we're fucking in it You gotta be fucking in it to win it