Tried to Quit Smoking

It's not that I wanted to hurt you

I just didn't care if I did

It is not that I just forgot you

Also, I forgot everything else

It is not that I do not love you

It's just that I hate everyone

It's not that I wanted to hurt you

I just didn't care if I did

What I did, I did

Who I am, I am

Then a stupid kid, now a stupid man

And if I never got my chance to be young

Then what stood between me and making myself one

What alien at my back and with what ray gun

When I picked up this pen, it was twenty one one

Why was I screaming

Kill kill kill Ronald Reagan

Again and again

Kill kill Ronald Reagan

But I made my bed, now we're fucking in it

You gotta be fucking in it to win it