[Verse 1]
In my head, gets a little noisy in here
In my bed I can make the world disappear
Seven nights a week, what's it like to sleep?
I know it's a vicious cycle
Got some time to kill, trying not to feel
Chasing THC with coffee
[Pre-Chorus]
Comfortable in the chaos
Nihilistic salvation
Why do I always make me so anxious?
[Chorus]
Feel like I've been holding myself hostage
Living in my head is so exhausting
Running out of Band-Aids for my problems
When I'm the one that caused 'em
Trying to get this poison out my system
But if I'm the villain and the victim
If I built myself this prison
Is it still Stockholm syndrome?
[Verse 2]
Ignore my texts and wonder where the hell my friends went
Call my ex and wonder why I can't move on yet
All my plants are dead, maybe I'm depressed
It's a little masochistic
To be my biggest critic, my worst enemy
That's all me
[Chorus]
Feel like I've been holding myself hostage
Living in my head is so exhausting
Running out of Band-Aids for my problems
When I'm the one that caused 'em
Trying to get this poison out my system
But if I'm the villain and the victim
If I built myself this prison
Is it still Stockholm syndrome?
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