Stigmata

Thinking back to the day when I used to beg God "Could a nigga get studio access?" And then my studio itself got robbed Though you living like a movie, You a actress You got issues due to your bad press I got issues due to this hood shit Back then when that was the address I lost everything due to this bullshit Fuck knows How a nigga could become so cutthroat I wanna put the four fifth to him up close It's hot lead to yo head nigga fuck flows I'm in the mix arms rolled nigga fuck flows Then I think about my dukes when I'm gettin' it It's so evident she's not stupid How many full time gigs did I ever get? But you gotta love mummy Certain niggas only know how to love money The kush did make you forget a few bars But when I'm on form niggas gotta run from me So unlucky, some say different He dealt me a hand, no one played with it Fuck me so I'm living day by day with it If you say grime better say my name with it You should know how far that I go Because on my own I know that with love comes war (Know that with love comes war) You should know how far that I go Because on my own I know that with love comes war (Know that with love comes war) Uh, uh Let me finish this Life that I'm living cause it's limitless You gotta keep at least one foot to the ground What? You don't know what's slipping on yo' pivot is If it's talking about love, I was giving it But I met my demise it was imminent Now I got stigma, then wine in my cup She was reading the book, I was living it All black cause I am en guard Bet you thought it was avant-garde Trust me look at what life did to my nigga Husky I pray that the fams on guard Deeper than life goes Gun shots to even this light show We got demons and people invite those We all do it ain't easy to fight though Can't fathom the angst of a daughter Who can't stand having to answer a martyr Or can't stand having to ask him a question But knowing that having the answer is harder I hold that down Takes these drugs can you hold that down?(hold that down) That's when she told me she know that smell and she know that sound Make sure you clean up and dispose that round You should know how far that I go Because on my own I know that with love comes war (Know that with love comes war) You should know how far that I go Because on my own I know that with love comes war (Know that with love comes war) We all use these hands to prey So I'll use these hands to pray