Stigmata

Thinking back to the day when I used to beg God
"Could a nigga get studio access?"
And then my studio itself got robbed
Though you living like a movie, You a actress
You got issues due to your bad press
I got issues due to this hood shit
Back then when that was the address
I lost everything due to this bullshit
Fuck knows
How a nigga could become so cutthroat
I wanna put the four fifth to him up close
It's hot lead to yo head nigga fuck flows
I'm in the mix arms rolled nigga fuck flows
Then I think about my dukes when I'm gettin' it
It's so evident she's not stupid
How many full time gigs did I ever get?
But you gotta love mummy
Certain niggas only know how to love money
The kush did make you forget a few bars
But when I'm on form niggas gotta run from me
So unlucky, some say different
He dealt me a hand, no one played with it
Fuck me so I'm living day by day with it
If you say grime better say my name with it

You should know how far that I go
Because on my own I know that with love comes war
(Know that with love comes war)
You should know how far that I go
Because on my own I know that with love comes war
(Know that with love comes war)

Uh, uh
Let me finish this
Life that I'm living cause it's limitless
You gotta keep at least one foot to the ground
What? You don't know what's slipping on yo' pivot is
If it's talking about love, I was giving it
But I met my demise it was imminent
Now I got stigma, then wine in my cup
She was reading the book, I was living it
All black cause I am en guard
Bet you thought it was avant-garde
Trust me look at what life did to my nigga Husky
I pray that the fams on guard
Deeper than life goes
Gun shots to even this light show
We got demons and people invite those
We all do it ain't easy to fight though
Can't fathom the angst of a daughter
Who can't stand having to answer a martyr
Or can't stand having to ask him a question
But knowing that having the answer is harder I hold that down
Takes these drugs can you hold that down?(hold that down)
That's when she told me she know that smell and she know that sound
Make sure you clean up and dispose that round

You should know how far that I go
Because on my own I know that with love comes war
(Know that with love comes war)
You should know how far that I go
Because on my own I know that with love comes war
(Know that with love comes war)

We all use these hands to prey
So I'll use these hands to pray