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[Verse] I moved to Burbank at nineteen, my three friends and me We had fun, we had big dreams, it meant something to me When Chi blew up, tried to keep it goin', got a Bnb Thought I grew up, thought it was my time, I thought I had the keys We played like fifty shows, worked myself to death, helpin' all my friends I made sure in 2020, I would help myself Got an apartment, spent four months alone, I was so depressed I started searchin' for a way to claw myself out from the darkness When I was twenty-one, I thought I found it I was movin' kinda crazy 'cause I thought I found it Took the biggest leap I could, I felt like I was boundless I finally found a spot that I could put my heart in For a minute, it was fucking awesome, awesome Every now and then, it's fucking awesome, awesome My friends were falling out, we found Chi on the ground, and My room was underwater, I was drowning