[Verse]
I moved to Burbank at nineteen, my three friends and me
We had fun, we had big dreams, it meant something to me
When Chi blew up, tried to keep it goin', got a Bnb
Thought I grew up, thought it was my time, I thought I had the keys
We played like fifty shows, worked myself to death, helpin' all my friends
I made sure in 2020, I would help myself
Got an apartment, spent four months alone, I was so depressed
I started searchin' for a way to claw myself out from the darkness
When I was twenty-one, I thought I found it
I was movin' kinda crazy 'cause I thought I found it
Took the biggest leap I could, I felt like I was boundless
I finally found a spot that I could put my heart in
For a minute, it was fucking awesome, awesome
Every now and then, it's fucking awesome, awesome
My friends were falling out, we found Chi on the ground, and
My room was underwater, I was drowning
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