Recap :

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I moved to Burbank at nineteen, my three friends and me

We had fun, we had big dreams, it meant something to me

When Chi blew up, tried to keep it goin', got a Bnb

Thought I grew up, thought it was my time, I thought I had the keys

We played like fifty shows, worked myself to death, helpin' all my friends

I made sure in 2020, I would help myself

Got an apartment, spent four months alone, I was so depressed

I started searchin' for a way to claw myself out from the darkness

When I was twenty-one, I thought I found it

I was movin' kinda crazy 'cause I thought I found it

Took the biggest leap I could, I felt like I was boundless

I finally found a spot that I could put my heart in

For a minute, it was fucking awesome, awesome

Every now and then, it's fucking awesome, awesome

My friends were falling out, we found Chi on the ground, and

My room was underwater, I was drowning