purpose

[Verse 1] I got what I want when I started I'm making it regardless Feeling suicidal, I'm not stopping til my target They treat me like an investment, they treat me like a market Yeah, they say to me they positive [?] that's a bargain They want me to stop ordering lots of drugs Tell me, when they talk about my music, they're like "fuck" I have no purpose, I need a reason to wait You're not really worth it, watch your head turn away I don't think I get it, I wanna go just to fade Stay just a minute, you'd let me drown anyway Gotta shovе a lotta bullshit to the side And you act like you don't know mе when you go and fucking hide Tell me why I wanna die I been thinking, when am I gon' leave behind? [Verse 2] I'm tryna stop, can we stop? Baby, I don't wanna die Tell me lies, I ask you why, but you don't know how to reply Yea you're right, yea you're right, I don't wanna make you mine And I just wanna go back, but I know I can't rewind You tell me things that I don't wanna believe in Make me feel so bad and you did it for no reason I guess I deserve it, I know I'm not worth it It might be too late, but I'm still finding my purpose [?], you hate me, I don't give a fuck Yea, that's the reason I'm giving up That's the reason that you suck You talk too much, you talk so loud You're getting old without my help And you unleash what's not to tell And if that's all, then you're in hell