purpose

[Verse 1]

I got what I want when I started

I'm making it regardless

Feeling suicidal, I'm not stopping til my target

They treat me like an investment, they treat me like a market

Yeah, they say to me they positive [?] that's a bargain

They want me to stop ordering lots of drugs

Tell me, when they talk about my music, they're like "fuck"

I have no purpose, I need a reason to wait

You're not really worth it, watch your head turn away

I don't think I get it, I wanna go just to fade

Stay just a minute, you'd let me drown anyway

Gotta shovе a lotta bullshit to the side

And you act like you don't know mе when you go and fucking hide

Tell me why

I wanna die

I been thinking, when am I gon' leave behind?

[Verse 2]

I'm tryna stop, can we stop?

Baby, I don't wanna die

Tell me lies, I ask you why, but you don't know how to reply

Yea you're right, yea you're right, I don't wanna make you mine

And I just wanna go back, but I know I can't rewind

You tell me things that I don't wanna believe in

Make me feel so bad and you did it for no reason

I guess I deserve it, I know I'm not worth it

It might be too late, but I'm still finding my purpose

[?], you hate me, I don't give a fuck

Yea, that's the reason I'm giving up

That's the reason that you suck

You talk too much, you talk so loud

You're getting old without my help

And you unleash what's not to tell

And if that's all, then you're in hell