18 Years

[Verse 1] Everything you wanted in your life Has happened to you now But you’re standing in the courtyard Mourning new lost friends Whose lives were cut short before the summer's end And the boy you want so bad is sitting courtside with miss everything you hate And it shapes the way you look at men You’re bothered by the weight of having to pretend That it's still summer But it's not summer [Chorus] 18 years Chained to my fears In too deep, losing sleep Tragedies reminding me of why I’m losing sleep I’m in too deep I give up Are you up? Talk to me Are you up? I give up Talk to me [Verse 2] Every boy you seem to trust Loves to let you down They're always standing on the edge of what makes sense Like he's trying to frame with a dirty lens And the girls will never let you live it down The way you give it up So you fill your time with chemicals And you knew his skin was hardly memorable Not like this summer Not like this summer [Chorus] 18 years Chained to my fears In too deep, losing sleep Tragedies reminding me of why I’m losing sleep I’m in too deep I give up Are you up? Talk to me Are you up? I give up Talk to me