18 Years

[Verse 1]

Everything you wanted in your life

Has happened to you now

But you’re standing in the courtyard

Mourning new lost friends

Whose lives were cut short before the summer's end

And the boy you want so bad is sitting courtside with miss everything you hate

And it shapes the way you look at men

You’re bothered by the weight of having to pretend

That it's still summer

But it's not summer

[Chorus]

18 years

Chained to my fears

In too deep, losing sleep

Tragedies reminding me of why I’m losing sleep

I’m in too deep

I give up

Are you up?

Talk to me

Are you up?

I give up

Talk to me

[Verse 2]

Every boy you seem to trust

Loves to let you down

They're always standing on the edge of what makes sense

Like he's trying to frame with a dirty lens

And the girls will never let you live it down

The way you give it up

So you fill your time with chemicals

And you knew his skin was hardly memorable

Not like this summer

Not like this summer

[Chorus]

18 years

Chained to my fears

In too deep, losing sleep

Tragedies reminding me of why I’m losing sleep

I’m in too deep

I give up

Are you up?

Talk to me

Are you up?

I give up

Talk to me